My Quotes 08

I am who I am,
I don't need you who don't know a thing about me,
To judge who I am.

If you already made up your mind,
Don't ever regret it..
Cause it'll make you felt miserable.

Busy~ ^~^

It's been a while since I update my blog..
well, it's just b'cause if of laziness and.. no mood to write..

This month and next month I have so~ many activities,
like 15/6 went to KDU college for an entertainment workshop(It was a fantastic day~!)
20/6 was my little sister's birthday(well, it went well)
28/6 was my chinese singing competition(I don't know what to say..xD)

3/7 - going to KDU college again for an event
And
7/7 - going to One Academy(it's not really to the academy but we're going to sunway resort) for
art competition.. and the title is.. First Day At University(wow! how am I supposed to draw that?)

It was such a busy, busy year~ Hope this will went "well" for me.. =D

My feelings after I read it

I've read it..
She wrote on her blog.. about the four us..
At first,, it was hard to know which one is me,, which one is her
and which is the other two..
Because she uses different names..
After read for a few times,, I've realize which one is me
And I realize the three of them didn't even care about my feelings..
It made me so sad and disappointed in them..
But at least I know what's on their mind right now even though I already expected
this to happen..
She said I behave like this cause of my family background..
But she didn't know that I behave like this cause of them..
I don't know what to say anymore,,
I felt like I'm the dumbest person in this world to always have trust, love and faith for them..
I don't want to believe or have hopes for them anymore even if I really want to
Cause I'm afraid that they will leave me again...

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I don't Want It & Why?

I don't want to rely or trust
my friends so much.
cause I'm afraid that one they'll
leave me..
I don't want that to happen..

The things that I wish to never happen
between my friends
are happening right now..
When I told them about my feelings right now,,
they just stop talking to me..
Yeah.. some of them did talk to me.. but it is
Hi and bye.. that's all..
Why is this happening?
Is it because of me ?

Recently,
I didn't go recces with them..
did they missed me when I'm not with them?
If they really missed me,, they go to me and
ask me to go and recces with them..
But they didn't do that..
I was really disappointed on them, but I really
expect all of this would happen..

Why is it me ?
who's the one that always take
the first step?
But when I told this to you,,
You said that we should take the first
step to know your friends...
Yeah.. I should do that..and I already done that..
But did you ever done that to me?

The things...

I said it once..
that my friends are changing..
but is it them or me
whose the one that changing right now?

I'm tired of everything..
They don't what I truly felt
And they never ask me
why I behave like that...
Is this what called..
Best friends?

A Teacher ask me,,
what kind of person am I?
I couldn't think of anything besides
that I'm a sensitive girl..
I'm really sensitive when it comes about
my friends..
I told the teacher that..
And she asks me are you having problems with your friends?
And replied her with a yes.
She ask me again Do you have any best friend?
At that time, I was stunned..
I don't know whether I do have a best friend..
Then, the teacher told me that I won't found
my best friend..
Yeah... I won't found who will be my best friend..
but I do have my good listeners that understands me..

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